.:DoLpHiN’s BloG:.

I still love you with all my heart but i can’t take it anymore. I tried my best to keep things going for so long. The feelings just died. I only see your effort after it’s all over, but it’s too late. I tried not to ask for a lot, but i realize that it was a bad move too, it just made me miserable. It’s great that we’re still friends, good friends. We had a lot of good times and bad ones. The good ones, i’ll treasure forever. The bad ones, left behind as part of history. You were there for me when i was sad and i really appreciate those times. The things i said to you, i really meant them. What we shared was really beautiful. Sometimes i think back of those days, wishing we were like that once again but i know that we won’t, at least for now. Anything can happen in the near future. I shall not say anything bout that. Let time tell. I would like to wish you all the best for your finals. Thank you for everything, your support and care. Remember that i’m still your friend and that you can come to me for anything, ok?? *Hugs*

Shit happens all the time in life. I knew that you could never get everything you wanted in life. I don’t know why this always happens to me but everytime i meet someone special, the timing fails me. I’ve met a few special ones, almost all that i couldn’t share anything special with. We end up being good pals but the feelings have to be laid hidden deep in my heart, never to be brought to the surface. Once brought to surface, could be harmful to myself and others. That’s life. Oh well, to those special people in my life, those who i can really open up to, thanks for all the support when i was REALLY REALLY down. You helped cheer me up, putting a smile on my face, wiped off the tears from my face, helped me to my feet again. I hope our friendships will never end…

To my special angel, you were there for me when things got really rough. I misunderstood you once and you broke down with disappointment because of my foolishness but you never gave up on me till today. You held me up high with your love and support. You picked me up when i crumbled to the floor. You let me lean on you when i couldn’t stand on my own two feet. You share my train of thought, you understand me like you understand yourself. We nurtured this special bond between us till it’s almost visible. Never once did you hurt me deeply while i did that to you a few times, never caring if that wound couldn’t heal again. Now i understand what i did and i hope never to do that ever again. It’s almost impossible to find someone like that in one’s life so i hope i never lose you again. I almost lost you once and i felt miserable. That’s when i understood how much you meant to me. I would like to say sorry for hurting you so deeply then, i was immature and silly… I really want you to know that i love you to bits. Thanks for being there all the time. I really appreciate it. You were the one that showed me the right path this time, and most of the time, in fact… Haha… I was so blind then but i see it now. A very big hug to you!! *HUGS* I still owe you one… Haha… All the best for your finals!! Before i end, I just wanted you to know that you touched me, you made me stronger, you did your job awfully well…

To all my friends, those who have gone through all my mood swings and tantrums but still stood beside me, I LOVE YOU!! Hehe… New friends, old friends, pet-brothers, pet-sisters… everyone… You guys are the most important things in my life. Without you guys, i don’t think i’ll still be alive. To my dearest girls, "Thanks for sticking by me through everything. We shared so much for so long. Nothing in the world can replace our friendship. After so long, after all the shits we go through, we’re still so close… That’s the greatest thing." (You know who you are). To my friends who went to UK recently, i’m missing ALL OF YOU soooooooo much!! Keep in touch!! *MUAXXXX*

~To all those who reads this, PLEASE do not come up with a conclusion and think otherwise. I kept all names out for a reason. I don’t want any trouble to happen because of what i’ve just said but i had to write them cos they’re bursting to come out… Haha… Oh well, that’s me… I’m a very emotional person as everyone knows… Hehe… Thank you for your co-operation… :D~

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