I want, I wish…

I want someone who loves me for who i am… I don’t want to have to be a different person around you… I want all the insecurities to disappear when i’m with you… I just want everything to go fine, to be like a dream come true… I don’t really believe in fairy tale endings in real life… Do you??

Watched the synchronized swimming for the Commonwealth today… Sometimes i wish i could have stayed in swimming or synchro and achieving something real big… something everyone could remember me by… leaving my mark somewhere in the world… Sigh… I envy you guys… If only… There are too many if’s in my life… Like i told my friend… "You can never have everything or everyone you want in your life… Be happy with what you already have…" Easier said than done?? DEFINITELY!!

Uni’s been tough tough TOUGH!! Why i wanted to do Engineering in the first place?? I don’t know… STUDY STUDY STUDY!! That’s all i should be doing… Am i?? Not really… :( Oh well… Life’s tiring and trying… Tired?? I know i am…

One Response to “I want, I wish…”

  1. Pearl Says:

    shu fenn,
    it’s all pay off eventually, i mean the university thing…
    there were so many times when i thought the same…but now that im working and on the verge of quitting to pursue my masters, i just can’t wait…

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